Ruach MeMalelah

You Know Who You Are

Dear You,

How can you expect me to be interested when you keep commenting about how disappointed you are in the state of things? How do you expect me to behave when I know that you'll tell me later that I did what I did because I felt guilty? I know that there is an issue. I know that I have to fix things. I know that I'm running out of time... Yes, I know. I know that you've given me time - lots of time... I also know that I'm nowhere near being me now, so how can I be who you need? I'm not able to be anything but me, so how can I be who you want? And yet, on the other hand, who am I, anyway?

posted by SS @ 3:22 PM